Clarity with Uncertainty

at this stage of where emotions and logic lies, i'm appreciating the clarity that uncertainty brings forth. if you allow it enough time. to stew. to live with it. until the period of sensitivity meets the moment of clarity, then the uncertainty does not matter anymore. not that much, anyway.

so yes, if he is still interested, i have things to say. of which i think i owe it to myself to be honest. 不委屈自己，不勉强别人. this i will do.

and if he decides he is no longer interested, then there will be nothing to say. and if so, nothing matters, nor will it matter.

this, is the clarity i now have.