Neglect

泱说我最近update blog 的频率真高。
看了，有点惭愧。
不是高了，而是这两年来少了。
至少和以前比起来，是少了。

Neglect is such an easy thing. Once in a while becomes the habit. Before you know it, it becomes the snake that bites you in the ass. And eventually the complete breakdown.

我不是不知道文字是我理性和感性之间的桥梁。我是知道的。只是自以为是，以为 I can get away with inconsistent journaling, and I will still be able to process everything in my inner and outer world properly. But guess what, apparently I cannot. My logic and emotions are often out of sync. What I feel is often different from my conscious mind. 看看这次的插曲就知道了。And because of that, I am beginning to think I dun always behave in the manner that suits my emotions the best, but rather that which suits my conscious mind. And so, a conflict.

朋友说我是超级理性派的。不知道在文字上，我还像是超级理性派的吗？

几行字 …
一时的感触 …

<泪几行，独自享
倒影心中的月光
心虽安，还是念
苦里甘甜的明白>

然后我就写不下去了。